Therefore Having Gone

Therefore Having Gone

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

LeMars and Grundy Center, Iowa

Thought I better finish off my pictures from our June trip before midnight, when we officially move into August! 

The kids were soooo excited to be able to stay with Bill and Jodee again.  Melissa and I were thrilled, too.  Nobody needed any more entertainment than to sit around the kitchen table, playing cards.  Here it looks like The Princess and Bill are both a bit tired though...

The following day, our good friend, Elaine, had put together plans for an ice cream social at her church.  We had some of the best hot fudge over ice cream I had ever had and a chance to share about Haiti - what could be better than that?


After the ice cream social, we still had enough time to slip down to Foster Park for a bit of music from the community band.  A perfectly pleasant Midwest evening.  Aren't Bill and Jodee just the cutest couple? 


The next day, the kids got to go swimming at the LeMars community pool, where I used to teach swim lessons years ago.  It was a windy, cool day, but the kids hadn't gotten to do much swimming so far, so they toughed it out while I shivered.

Bill models a new hat we brought to add to his collection.  He has a variety of hats to suit the day as he drives groups cross-country in his bus.  We thought this one might be appropriate for those days he feels like growling.

We had to say goodbye to Bill the night before our own departure since he had to make a bus trip.

The next day, we dragged out our goodbye to Jodee...

Either Jodee is really short, or my ten year old is getting really tall!

Next stop was Grundy Center - where our good friend, Pastor Phil, had arrange a cookout for his church members and an opportunity for us to speak about our plans to move to Haiti.  Phil has turned into a blue-ribbon winning cook over the last few years.  Ask him about his bacon cookies!  Or the banana fritters he made me deep fry...

Apparently Connie had kept him up late the night before, cleaning house, so after the last guests left, Phil crashed.

The next day, though, he was rejuvenated.  Here Phil is harvesting some kale from his garden to make into kale chips.

The kids got to do a bit more swimming during the day on Saturday.  Ida (age 8) had no hesitation in jumping off the high dive.

Saturday night and Sunday morning were extra special because we got to meet these fine folks - Phil and Pam Morgan (here with their daughter Kayla).  Pam, the woman standing in the center of the photo, was declared a complete quadriplegic twelve years ago after a horrific vehicle accident.  At the accident scene, the paramedics first assumed she was dead.  When she spoke, they worked to transport her to a hospital but figured she had about a 2% chance of still being alive by the time she got there.  Pam has written a book about her experience of miraculous survival and healing, called "I Stand".  Here's an abbreviated version of the story from Woman's World magazine.  The Morgans travel around the country and perform gospel music and share Pam's testimony to God's grace and power.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Decision Made

It's official:  I'm unemployed.  I turned in a letter of resignation this past week and the school board accepted it this past Tuesday evening.  It hasn't really sunk in yet for me because I still need to finish cleaning out my classroom.  When I turn in my key, reality is bound to hit me.

Plus, school hasn't started yet.  When it starts without me, I'm not sure exactly how I will feel.  But I can guarantee that there will be more than a bit of sadness involved.  I just finished five years at my school and they were, overall, good years.  I have grown as a teacher, I have had numerous great students, and I enjoyed my co-workers.  I even got to have my nieces in class - and might have even had my nephew in class this year if I were sticking around. 

That crazy word "IF"!  Melissa and I agonized over this decision and did not come to it lightly.  We came to it with fear and trembling!  At issue seemed to be two paths: one where I kept working and we continued funding in a very part-time capacity, putting us in Haiti in August of 2013 at the earliest.  The second path would see me giving up my job so I could be deliberate about the funding process in the hopes of getting us to Haiti in late December of this year. 

We would have loved for some glaring neon sign, pointing us in the "right" direction.  And I would love to be able to say that God wrote an exact departure date on the calendar for us.  But it doesn't work that way, as my sister-in-law Suzan reminded us with a mailing of a sermon transcript from her pastor.  So after considering Scripture, praying, and seeking the counsel of several wise friends, we were left, as Suzan's pastor puts it, to "exercise the liberty God has given us". 

In the end, Melissa and I both came to a place where we were OK with either option - which is a good place to be.  And we are left knowing that we need to be humble in our planning, admitting that we don't even know what tomorrow will bring.  That being said, our hearts are in Haiti and a new school year will begin there in about a month - without us being in place.  But, if it is the Lord's will, we will make it in time for the second semester.

James 4:13-15
Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” 14 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. 15 Instead, you ought to say, “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live and do this or that.” TNIV

P.S.  One week from tomorrow, The Princess (age 5) will start kindergarten.  How exciting to see her enthusiasm for school!  Each morning for the past week, her first question upon popping out of bed is "how many more days until I get to go to school?"  I hope my impatience for getting to Haiti is of similar pure motivation. 

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

July Newspaper Article

Here's what I wrote for the local newspaper this month about the temptation teacher's often feel to gripe about their pay levels:


My gut tightens a bit each time I hear a politician pander to teachers, telling us how very important our jobs are and how we deserve better pay. 

Now don’t misunderstand; I would gladly accept a raise in salary.  But I don’t feel entitled to one.

This attitude, admittedly rare among teachers, was undoubtedly shaped by my upbringing and lessons I learned from my parents. 

As a young man, my father was employed by Woolworth’s.  By the time I was born, dad had struck out on his own with a “Five and Dime” department store.   Dad and mom worked side by side to make a success out of that enterprise.  Among the numerous challenges over the years were shoplifters, an occasional crooked employee, persnickety customers, poor parking, competition, long hours on weekdays, weekends and holidays, and making payroll week after week, even during times of recession.  Through it all, dad’s main complaint seemed to be that all those hours standing on the store’s concrete floor left his feet with a perpetual ache.

Nowadays I know that dad had many restless nights, anxious over financial matters of all sorts, but he never let on to us kids at the time.  We felt fortunate to get a solid week’s worth of vacation time in the summer and, during years when we could afford to travel, we used that precious week to visit Dad’s relatives in South Dakota.

Mom and dad built the quintessential small business, morphed ultimately into a hardware store, through many years of hard work.  Over those years they provided numerous jobs in our community, trained dozens of teenagers in the importance of a solid work ethic, and extended to their customers free advice on everything from how to install a hot water heater to what color of paint to choose for a house.

They never ended up with a mansion or a fancy car, though they deserved at least as much.

One memory stands out in my mind:  how flabbergasted my dad was after a conversation with a local public school teacher.  Keep in mind, this was thirty years ago.  The man in question and his wife were both excellent teachers and roughly the same age as my parents. On that particular day, the teacher turned the conversation into an extended gripe about the smallness of teachers’ salaries.

When he found my father demonstrating insufficient sympathy to the sad plight of public school teachers and their pay, this man eventually blustered, “My wife and I each make only $25,000 a year.  How would your family like to try to survive on $50,000?”

Dad’s reply: “My wife and I would love to be making that much money.” 

That statement successfully ended the government employee’s complaint to that particular taxpayer and it’s what holds my tongue whenever I find myself tempted to grumble.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Prayer Request

Dear friends (and even strangers!), Melissa and I are looking for prayer support for a decision needing to be made within the next few days which will ultimately shape this entire next year for our family.

A year ago right now, our family was preparing to leave Haiti to return to Indiana after a two week trip.  Upon our return, we rented out our house and moved in with Melissa’s mother in order to most effectively pay down debt in anticipation of returning to Haiti full-time in August of 2012.  That date turned out to be a bit too ambitious, obviously.
When we started the fundraising process last November, we anticipated it would be a (1) burden that would (2) quickly be out of the way.  We were wrong on both counts!  It has turned out to be a true blessing, actually, but a rather slow-moving one. 
As a result, this school year will start at Cowman International School in Haiti without a kindergarten teacher or a high school teacher.  The principal is scrambling to temporarily cover those positions as well as possible. 
Now, being a bit more realistic about the time involved in raising the support needed to put our family in Haiti full-time, we find ourselves at a fork in the road.  And this is where we are asking for your prayers of discernment (and any wisdom you might share with us).
There are two options facing us, both involving Melissa returning to teaching kindergarten this fall at her current position:
Option 1 would have me also return to my job teaching high school English this fall.  Judging from the pace of our funding efforts during the spring semester, we could not realistically anticipate moving to Haiti until August of 2013 – a full year after our original goal.
Option 2, though, would have me drop my job (a somewhat scary proposition in this economy!) and give my full attention to funding, with the hope (but no guarantee) of reaching Haiti right after Christmas.
God has been stretching us throughout this journey and we know He will continue to do so.  Option 1 would stretch our patience while Option 2 would stretch our faith! 
We're asking for your prayers as we seek to discern which direction God wants to stretch us!   With the new school year fast approaching, a decision will be forced very soon.
And while you are praying, would you also lift up our house situation?  It needs to be rented out again or sold.   
We would love to return the favor and privilege of prayer – please let us know if there is anything we can be praying about on your behalf as well.  I know that "comments" are not always to make on this website, so feel free to contact me on Facebook or by email.

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

We have been in transition to the mission field for about a year and a half now.  (Last year at this time, our whole family was in Haiti for a two week trip.)  And, honestly, it is getting a bit old at times.  We get impatient now and then.  We really want to get going and we're stuck waiting for that big change in local and ministry.

But there are other transitions going on all the time - subtle changes that go unmarked.  I thought I should mark a few of them here.  These are all changes that tend to be bitter sweet in some way.

First: Going to the Fair

We went to the local county fair the other night with the kids and had a great time.  The change?  First time to attend the fair without needing to push a stroller.  Before you know it, our kids will be avoiding us at the fair as they hangout with their friends...
Second: Haircut

Ida (age 8) has had this bowl haircut for as long as he's had hair.

After ten minutes in the barber chair earlier this week, now he looks like this.  I can't believe he's going into the 4th grade in a few weeks.

Third:  Diet

We used to eat a fairly normal American diet - thought we tried to limit the junk food.  Over the last few weeks, we have moved toward the "Paleo Diet" which, for us at least, means severely restricting processed foods and breads and grains and loading up on naturally raised meats and fresh fruits and veggies.  Melissa and I both feel better in general - until we indulge in something like a funnel cake at the fair - and then we notice how BLAH the unhealthy stuff makes us feel.

Peach salsa

Salmon and grilled asparagus

Kale chips on the dehydrator


And the surprising thing is that not only will the kids eat these new foods, they are actually enjoying them.  Dats (age 11) caught Melissa minutes after dinner the other night and asked, "What's for dinner tomorrow night?"  When asked why he was inquiring, he replied, "The meals have been so good lately, I was just wondering what was coming tomorrow."
Have I mentioned lately how very good and very flexible our kids are?

We're not sure how our diet will have to be adapted once we get to Haiti, but it will undoubtedly change in some ways, though fresh fruit and veggies should not be hard to come by.

Fourth: August?

There's another change coming ... maybe. Melissa and I would appreciate your prayers as we try to discern God's will for this next school year.  The two of us are heading to a retreat cabin this weekend to celebrate our 12th anniversary, but more importantly to seek God's face and to discern his will for the coming months. 

What we are trying to determine is this:  should I go back and continue teaching this fall (which is financially sound but will set us back to August 2013 as our start date in Haiti) or should I resign and devote my time to raising support for our ministry (which would be financially less predictable but should enable us, God willing, to get to Haiti by the end of 2012)? 


We would really appreciate your prayers as we seek God's will.



Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Pure South Dakota

I still intend to write about the paraplegic woman I saw walking - but that doesn't come until we get to Iowa, and I still have pictures from South Dakota to post.  My dad was from South Dakota originally and most of our family vacations were spent here when I was a kid, so South Dakota holds a very special place in my heart. 

I've already written about our perfect day in the Black Hills during our drive back East from Seattle in June, but I also need to include a few other pics from the following days. 


You have to make a stop at Wall Drug store in Wall, South Dakota when passing through the state - it's the law.  Four of us are riding a giant jackalope. 

On our way to my Uncle Spencer's house, we had just enough time to squeeze in a quick loop through the Badlands.  The wildlife and the scenery did not disappoint.

This is what we loved about the Black Hills and Badlands - ample climbing possibilities.  And you have to hand it to The Princess (age 5) who was determined to go ANYWHERE her older brothers and sister went.

Anywhere!

But it's exhausting keeping up with your older siblings...

We reached Mitchell just in time for a cookout at Uncle Spencer and Aunt Kathy's house.  Uncle Spencer is looking more and more like my dad did.

They were kind enough to put us up for the night in a local hotel - with a pool. 

The next morning we took a tour of the family business - to see the latest changes.  Never thought I'd see the day when you could buy a flatscreen 3D TV at my aunt and uncle's store!

Uncle Spencer and Aunt Kathy took us to lunch at a local family restaurant.  We were joined by my cousin Jenny's three kids.  The last time we were through Mitchell, Jenny's youngest, Anna, and our Drama Queen (now 10) were two babies crawling around together.

Just across the street from the world's only Corn Palace. 

Can't believe somebody hasn't franchised this idea...  The outside of the building is covered in murals created from bits of corn cobs.

Inside is the local high school basketball gym! - and a few more corn murals, like this one depicting Mt. Rushmore.  Now THAT is pure South Dakota.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Grape Juice and Strong Wine

On one of our sightseeing trips around Seattle a few weeks ago, guided by my brother Ryan, we stopped at a great little used book store.  I was looking for a good vacation read and, on Ryan's recommendation, picked up a book called "A Severe Mercy" by Sheldon Vanauken.

It's a true story about Sheldon's romance with his wife.  In the beginning of their relationship, both were unreservedly pagan.  Not long into their marriage, while living for an extended time in England, first his wife and then Sheldon became Christians.

There's an extended quote from midway through the book that struck me and I want to share it here, even though it does not really give a true flavor of the main concern of the book (which I hope to say a bit about in a future post).  Vanauken raises a good question:  Why do people who don't really BELIEVE want to call themselves Christians anyway?

At this point in the story, Vanauken relates the culture shock of leaving the vivacious Christian community he and his wife knew in England and returning to the United States - as relatively new believers, viewing the American religious landscape for the first time:

"Now it appeared to us that there was very little interest in living a life centred in the Incarnate Lord.  People went to church of course, but their conversation was about the convivial Couples Club or the radical racial ideas of the bishop.  No doubt Christ was in the churches somewhere, but He was not easy to find.

"Even more dismaying, in other circles, was the watering-down of the Faith to little more than a few of Christ's moral precepts.  'Yes,' said these unbelievers who called themselves Christians, 'yes, indeed, Jesus was the divine Son of God; so are we all, divine Sons of God.  Of course there was an incarnation:  each of us is the incarnation of God.  If St. John suggests anything else, or St. Paul does, they are not to be depended on.  Miracles - well, no, we happen to know God doesn't work that way.  No, of course our knowledge of how God works doesn't come from the Bible, but we know all the same.  There was no resurrection, except in some very, very spiritual sense, whatever those naive Apostles thought they saw.  Of course we're Christians - how could you doubt it? - though, naturally Buddhism and Islam and all religions except the Catholic Church are equally Ways.  Truth?  What is truth? What has truth got to do with it?'

"All this, to us who had accepted  the ancient Christian faith, was depressing.  It was about as far from the strong red wine of the Faith as grape juice.  The Faith was too strong:  the wine must be turned to water in an anti-miracle.  In other ages people who could not believe in Christianity (and, admittedly, it takes some believing) had called themselves Deists or Unitarians, but these people, for reasons we did not understand, were intent to shelter under the name of Christianity and at the same time to reduce the Faith to a hollow thing that required no believing beyond a mild theism."

I know a lot of our founding fathers self-identified as "Deists".  I wonder how and why that label faded away?  And I wonder how many folks in church pews every Sunday morning would more accurately be called "Deists" or "Unitarians" than "Christians"?  An even sadder thought:  How many pulpits are filled with Deists and Unitarians? 

How does the true Gospel penetrate a church where the preacher works "an anti-miracle" every Sunday from the pulpit? 

I will never forget a sermon delivered in my home church when I was in my early teen years.  The pastor explained away the miracle of the feeding of the 5,000. 

Our pastor was much smarter than the Gospel writers.  He had figured out (or read somewhere) that the people who came to hear Jesus preach commonly smuggled food in the sleeves of their robes, hidden away so that hungry neighbors would not make any demands on their personal supply.  When the disciples started passing around the baskets at meal time, the crowd's selfish hearts had already been softened by Jesus' preaching and so, as each individual pulled out their own bread and fish to eat, they actually dropped a portion or two into the basket to feed those who had brought nothing.  And THAT was how the baskets were overflowing when they were collected at the end by the disciples!

He finished with this summation:  "It WAS most certainly a miracle.  It was a miracle of SHARING!"

He seemed proud to have done away with the pesky supernatural elements of the story - which can be so hard for modern, civilized folks to believe - but in the back of my teenage mind, plenty of other questions sprouted up:

**So human beings did the miracle, not God?

**Did the Gospel writers intentionally mislead their readers into believing Jesus worked the miracle supernaturally or were they just rubes themselves?

**Is the Bible inspired by God or not?

**If Jesus was the Son of God, why should we consider the multiplying of bread and fish to be a feat that was obviously beyond him?

I didn't begin this post intending to finish this way, but maybe I'm ready to take a stab at answering Vanauken's question as to why the Deists and Unitarians continue to "shelter under the name of Christianity."

Maybe it's wishful thinking on my part, but perhaps the answer is that deep down inside they WANT to believe in the ancient Christian faith.  Perhaps they know that the grape juice does not satisfy and they truly desire the strong wine, but they fear taking that step of faith.  Maybe they know that to declare themselves as nothing more than Deists or Unitarians would cut them off from the chance, however remote they think it might be, of connecting with a sovereign God fully capable of the miraculous.

I truly hope that is the case. 

I've been there myself, seemingly content with a shallow faith, but wanting to know a God worth dropping everything to follow.  A God who inspires passion.  A God for whom I'd be willing to suffer and even die.  A God who really knows each hair on my head.  A God who calls me to urgent work in his Kingdom.

You know the feeling?  It's the same one that finds you sitting in a pew and wanting to see a bonafide miracle, solely for the glimpse of the greatness of God, and yet all the while disbelieving in miracles deep down inside!

You want to see a paralyzed person walk, and THEN you'll believe.

Which reminds me: I saw a quadriplegic walk a few weeks ago.

She also sings ... about God's glory and power.  I'll tell you more about her next time...

Perhaps the pastor is a Deist...

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

June Trip Highlights in Pictures - Part 3, Yellowstone

After our fantastic week in Seattle area, we rented a "hideous" (Melissa's word) orange van and started driving East.  What gorgeous scenery.  Honestly, the driving time seemed to fly by because it was almost like driving through a national park - at 70+ miles per hour - the whole way.

When we first drove through the arch and into Yellowstone Park, The Princess (age 5) asked, "Where's the playground?"  When her siblings explained that this was not going to be that kind of "park", she moaned, "There's nothing to do here!"


Mammoth Springs in Yellowstone.

The Princess and I.  For a five year old, she travelled pretty well.

The kids in front of a petrified tree.

Melissa in front of one of the many waterfalls we stopped to enjoy  throughout the day.

The kids and I hiked down to the river while mommy went to another giftshop.

The kids were so excited to get to play in snow in June - in their shorts.

June snow is even better than a playground!

The Princess made a little snowman!

A couple of the kids invested some of their souvenir money in binoculars - they got a lot of use out of them throughout the rest of the trip.


They did not care for the sulfur smell of the hot springs throughout the park!
A fantastic day.  We were only disappointed in not having time to get all the way to Old Faithful - and not seeing in bears or moose.  There's so much more than you could see in a day's time!

Monday, July 2, 2012

June Trip Highlights in Pictures - Part 2

All of a sudden, it's July.  So I better get motivated to continue posting some pics from our June trip out to Seattle and back, before they are completely outdated!

The kids and Melissa and I all agreed that one of the best days of the entire trip was one which involved no more travel than the short, steep walk from Uncle Ryan's house down to the water.  Aunt Suzan brought her 6th grade class on a fieldtrip to her own home that day and we all went down to see what one of the lowest tides of the year revealed.  Here, Dats (age 11) holds a sunstar - a slimy relative of the starfish.

We had been down to the same beach a few days earlier and had enjoyed watching all the tiny crabs run from rock to rock - but we had no idea how much more LIFE there was to explore: flounder, clams, sand dollars, anemones, and huge starfish like these.

This is a moon snail - the part I am gripping is the shell, all the rest is slimy slug matter.

This picture comes close to capturing the intense color of this starfish...

The kids took to displaying various starfish on a boulder in the center of the beach.  Don't worry - high tide completely reclaims this rock.

Some of the crabs and clams we took back to the house for Uncle Ryan to cook up for lunch.

Uncle Ryan prepares to steam the crabs.

...Which fascinated the boys.
The next day we took Grandma to the airport to send her back to Indiana and Uncle Ryan then played tour guide for us again.  We stopped at XXX Rootbeer for lunch - amazingly, a place Ryan had never eaten before.  The sign on the door was no lie.


The restaurant apparently hired an interior decorator on steroids...

You know how some people post food pictures on Facebook all the time?  It strikes me as a little odd, but then again, good food is one of the great joys of life - and it's so doggone transitory.  So why not celebrate it a bit?  Dats decided his burger was worthy of a picture, so I obliged.

They also had a BIG gumball machine out front.  When I went to take a picture of it, an employee ran out from behind the counter with these sunglasses and offered to take a group shot for me.

After lunch, the weather turned all Seattle-ly but Uncle Ryan still wanted to show us Snoqualmie Falls.  Apparently, there was a water fall down there under all the fog.  Supposedly.

Every once in a while the fog would clear enough to see at least the top of the falls...

It's rough being chauffeured around Washington state...
On our last evening in Washington, Uncle Ryan had arranged for us to share about Haiti at the prayer service held each Wednesday at his church, Faith Presbyterian.


Here's the inside of the sanctuary before about 70 people arrived for the mid-week time of prayer.  Since we started raising support for the upcoming ministry in Haiti, we have now had the great privilege of visiting several churches we might not have experienced otherwise.  This is a devoted and generous congregation and I understand now why Ryan and Suzan speak so highly of their church!