THE LORD WAITS

Isaiah 30:18 says: "The Lord waits to be gracious to you, and therefore he exalts himself to show mercy to you. For the Lord is a God of justice; blessed are all those who wait for him."

Who is waiting for whom here? Both God and humans are depicted as "waiting".

You might be tempted to picture God as sitting on the sidelines waiting for you to finally get your act together.

But the sense of the word "wait" is closer to longing than merely passing time. (For both God and humans.)

So it's more like "the Lord longs to be gracious to you".

Think about that.

Many people carry around an image of God as distant, indifferent, perpetually disappointed, or barely tolerating them. Some imagine that God is looking for reasons to reject them.

I know that I've been there before. 

But Isaiah paints an entirely different picture.

God longs to be gracious.

He desires to show mercy.

He is for us, not against us.

He is not looking for an excuse to abandon His children.

He is looking for an opportunity to restore them.

STUBBORN CHILDREN OF A LOVING FATHER

Isaiah 30:1 says,

"Ah, stubborn children," declares the Lord, "who carry out a plan, but not mine, and who make an alliance, but not of my Spirit, that they may add sin to sin."

These words describe the starting point for every one of us.

We are all carrying out a plan for our lives. We have plans for our days, our careers, our relationships, our retirement, our future. The problem is not that we have a plan. The problem is that our plan is often not God's plan.

Isaiah says we also make alliances, but not with the Spirit. We place our trust in our own wisdom, the approval of others, the values of the world, and sometimes even the lies of the enemy.

The Hebrew imagery behind "making an alliance" literally refers to pouring out a drink offering to a deity. In other words, we are always giving our devotion to something. We are always trusting something. We are always worshiping something.

The question is: What are we pouring ourselves out for?

If it is anything other than God, the result is predictable. Isaiah says we "add sin to sin."

One bad decision leads to another. One compromise makes the next compromise easier. One lie requires another lie.

The mess accumulates.

It's a little like dirty dishes in the kitchen. One plate doesn't seem like a problem. Neither does the next one. But eventually the sink is overflowing, the counters are covered, and in time the mess can spread into every room of the house.

We become spiritual hoarders, surrounded by the consequences of choices we never intended to pile up so high.

But notice how God addresses His people:

"Ah, stubborn children."

There is frustration in those words, but there is also affection.

There is disappointment, but there is also relationship.

God doesn't call them failures. He doesn't call them lost causes. He doesn't call them enemies.

He calls them children.

That is important because many of us imagine that our failures have somehow severed our connection with God. We convince ourselves that He has finally had enough. That He's washed His hands of us. That He's turned His back.

But Isaiah presents a different picture.

A good father does not walk away from a disobedient child. He moves toward that child. He corrects. He teaches. He guides. He restores.

He doesn't abandon the relationship.

And our heavenly Father is better than the very best earthly father.

NOT TODAY

I have a fascination with watching YouTube videos about theology. 

Sometimes the hosts have years of study and expertise and sometimes the hosts are average believers who believe themselves to be experts. 

These days, about 10% of the time I am listening to learn something new. The other 90% is "hate listening" - where I am just critiquing the arguments, the biblical interpretations, and, most of all, the attitude.

From expert to amateur, there is little epistemological humility to be found on Christian YouTube. 

Almost EVERYONE is certain their doctrine is right and that the other side, if not outright heretical, is chock full of people who are profoundly blind to "what the Bible CLEARLY teaches". 

And the commenters seem to eat up the confidence of the hosts. 

But even the Apostle Paul - the author of 13 out of the 27 New Testament books, and expert of experts - wrote that we "see through a glass dimly" and "know in PART" on this side of the afterlife. 

Yes, he included himself in that statement.

We could use more of that sort of humility in our discussions of doctrine and theology today.  

Some day we will see clearly and know in full with 100% confidence.

But not today.

HOW LONG IS ENOUGH?

One of my questions for Free Grace people - and anyone else firmly in the "once saved, always saved" camp - is this: How LONG does a person need to experience "faith" in order to get their irrevocable ticket to heaven stamped?

As soon as you claim that faith instantly guarantees a person eternal life from that moment it is expressed, you are implying that faith can be genuinely salvific even if it proves to be a passing thing.

So what is the minimum amount of time a person would need to "believe in Jesus"? 

A day? An hour? A minute?

Does it just need to be long enough to walk the aisle at church, kneel at the altar and have a deacon pray over you? 

Why does the Apostle Paul talk about being "IN THE FAITH"? 

2 Cor 13:5 Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Or do you not realize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless indeed you fail to meet the test!

When we talk about salvation by faith alone, are we picturing "faith" as being possibly short-lived or necessarily continuous?

More importantly, how does Scripture envision saving faith?

IT'S ALL ABOUT RENEWAL

Romans 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect. 

This verse is foundational to my way of thinking about faith and to my way of preaching.

My working assumption is that most every believer desires a stronger faith, a closer walk with God. 

We read about miracles - of olden times and in our own age - and we long to see God at work in our own lives in a dramatic, undeniable way. We look at the Scriptural heroes of the faith or modern saints and we feel inadequate, well aware that we are not living up to our potential. We battle the same sins over and over and it leaves us questioning whether our faith is real or even whether God is real. We pray and pray and pray for the healing of our own body or for a loved one, and nothing happens. 

And all of that can lead to one of three outcomes.

Either we end up deconstructing our faith and walking away. We are saturated in the world's way of thinking - and the world says there is no God - so we stop fighting the world and just give in and go along.

Or we get stuck in Peter's position - unable to walk away from Jesus and the church because we know there is SOMETHING there ("You have the words of life!" John 6:68) but then we simply continue uncomfortably in the status quo. Perhaps for a lifetime.

OR we go on a quest to really nail down what faith is about. To explore it to its depths. To get our own hearts and minds in alignment with God's word and His will. 

But this doesn't come by learning some new Bible study technique or starting a new prayer habit or attending church regularly. 

At least those sorts of things are not the starting point.

Paul says the starting point is your mind: how you conceive reality. 

He says the question is this: Is your mind shaped according to the world - with all its various philosophies, assumptions, traditions, and conventional wisdom? 

Or is your mind being shaped and renewed in accordance with the Word of God?

So here is the scary truth, then:

A person could miss out on the fullness of life that Jesus promised (John 10:10) because their thinking is off. Their imagination has not been renewed. 

Human transformation is God's goal. Renewal is the path.

IS GOD NOT INTERESTED IN MAKING BAD MEN GOOD?

Earlier today, I came across this quote from Leonard Ravenhill:

“Jesus did not come into the world to make bad men good. He came into the world to make dead men live!”

I don't know what to make of it. Can't both be true?

What exactly is wrong with the idea that God is interested in making bad people into good people? Especially when we consider that Jesus implied that one can only be truly good by being like God.

Is it not God's goal that we become good? That we become like Him?

It seems to me that a homeowner's process of demolition followed by a remodel would be a fitting metaphor for God's desire for humanity.

A general breaking down followed by rebuilding is seen all over the Bible:

• Baptism of Repentance followed by Baptism of the Holy Spirit
• Justification followed by Sanctification
• Forgiveness followed by living as the Image of God
• Cleaned Up followed by Faithful
• Old Ways Gone followed by New Life Begun
• Believe followed by Confess
• Death followed by Resurrection
• Grafted In followed by Producing Fruit
• Remove Heart of Stone followed by Giving a Heart of Flesh

It seems like "bad men becoming good" is God's general goal.

And "dead men becoming alive" is just one metaphor of the larger goal. 

RIGHT MEANS, WRONG END

In typical American Christianity, a person's forgiveness by God is seen as a means to an end.

And the end is his or her eternity in heaven. 

It's simple. 

Now, I would agree that God's forgiveness should be understood as a means, but time and again, the Scriptures make it clear that the end He has in mind is our righteousness.

We were created to function as God's image here on earth and I don't see anything in Scripture to indicate that He scrapped that original plan when humans through the sin wrench into he works.

It only meant that we all had to take the long way around.

For example, it's right there in one of the most famous Old Testament prophecies of a coming time when God's Spirit would dwell in God's people. Take a look at what is bookended by talk about getting people cleaned up in Ezekiel 36:

24 I will take you from the nations and gather you from all the countries and bring you into your own land. 25 I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleannesses, and from all your idols I will cleanse you. 26 And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. 27 And I will put my Spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes and be careful to obey my rules. 28 You shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers, and you shall be my people, and I will be your God. 29And I will deliver you from all your uncleannesses.